Since the dawn of the human race there have been countless wars that have shaped the course of history for all mankind. Everyone experiences and deals with war in their own way; some try to push war out of their minds, some protest wars, and some fight in wars. The Things They Carried tells the story of Tim O’Brien and his experiences in relation to the Vietnam War. Throughout the story, physical and emotional burdens, loss of innocence, and questions of truth are discovered.
Every person carries some form of physical burden at one point or another in their lifetime. Children carry backpacks filled to the brim with books, business professionals carry briefcases containing important documents, and soldiers carry rucksacks with only the essentials. In the opening chapter, O’Brien discusses the various physical items each man carries, “‘First Lieutenant Jimmy Cross [carries] letters from a girl named Martha (1),’ ‘Ted Lavender carried 6 or 7 ounces of premium dope, Mitchell Sanders carried condoms. Norman Bowker carried a diary. Rat Kiley carried comic books. Kiowa, a devout Baptist, carried an illustrated New Testament (3).’” Along with these personal possessions each man carried standard items for war such as canteens, ponchos, and guns. Every day in the rain, sun, and heat they carried their belongings through the dust and mud of Vietnam. The military items were what kept them alive, but their personal items kept them fighting.
Along with the physical burdens each man carried, they also carried emotional burdens. Unlike the rucksacks, guns, and canteens that stayed only during the time of war the emotional burdens of death, sadness, loneliness, grief, and bravery lasted even after the war was over. In the “Man I Killed” O’Brien recounts how he killed a Vietnamese boy with a grenade. The only thing he could do was stare, but Kiowa tells him, “Tim, it’s a war. The guy wasn’t Heidi-he had a weapon, right? It’s a tough thing, for sure, but you got to cut out that staring (120).” In movies and novels, killing someone is often seen as glamorous and cut throat, but based on Tim’s reaction it is a surreal experience that can never be truly understood until you are the one killing. The emotional effects of war linger on long after the war is over, and becomes a handicap for some soldiers. Men like Lt. Jimmy Cross were expected to be heroes and leaders, but grief and loneliness took over at times causing minds to wander to better places. The Vietnam War also brought fear to O’Brien who was twenty yards away from escaping to Canada because he was unsure if he could handle all of the pressure that war brought. Physical burdens can be seen, but emotional burdens can be hidden deep inside, but they can also cause the most pain.
Just as the physical and emotional burdens ran through the story, so did the loss of innocence. In the last chapter of the novel “The Lives of the Dead” O’Brien recounts the story of his first love Linda. The two were nine-years-old, but Tim knew that he was in love. Linda was diagnosed with a brain tumor, but he thought she would be okay because she was so young, and she was his. However, she did in the fall, and when Tim went to the funeral with his father he did not think the girl was Linda and that someone was playing a cruel joke on him because the girl in the casket was not the girl he had fallen in love with. In Vietnam Tim, “Climbed a tree and threw down what was left of Curt Lemon. Watched [his] friend Kiowa sink into the muck along the Song Tra Bong. And in early July [he] was assigned to a six-man detail to police up the enemy KIA. There were twenty-seven bodies altogether, and parts of several others. The dead were everywhere. Some play in piles. Some lay alone. (229)”It is in Vietnam that Tim experiences the true atrocities of war, and it is here that his youthful innocence is lost. The beginning of this chapter plays upon his innocence as a child who cannot accept death, while the end of this chapter portrays Tim’s loss of innocence as a result of war. Everyone hears stories of war, but those who actually fight and live through war are changed forever. They leave as innocent children, but return as adults hardened and tarnished by death and guilt. In the closing line of his novel O’Brien writes, “I realize it is Tim trying to save Timmy’s life with a story (233).” The war has caused Tim to lose his innocence, but by writing and sharing his story he tries to regain what has been lost while remembering those who made an impact on his life.
Every person carries some form of physical burden at one point or another in their lifetime. Children carry backpacks filled to the brim with books, business professionals carry briefcases containing important documents, and soldiers carry rucksacks with only the essentials. In the opening chapter, O’Brien discusses the various physical items each man carries, “‘First Lieutenant Jimmy Cross [carries] letters from a girl named Martha (1),’ ‘Ted Lavender carried 6 or 7 ounces of premium dope, Mitchell Sanders carried condoms. Norman Bowker carried a diary. Rat Kiley carried comic books. Kiowa, a devout Baptist, carried an illustrated New Testament (3).’” Along with these personal possessions each man carried standard items for war such as canteens, ponchos, and guns. Every day in the rain, sun, and heat they carried their belongings through the dust and mud of Vietnam. The military items were what kept them alive, but their personal items kept them fighting.
Along with the physical burdens each man carried, they also carried emotional burdens. Unlike the rucksacks, guns, and canteens that stayed only during the time of war the emotional burdens of death, sadness, loneliness, grief, and bravery lasted even after the war was over. In the “Man I Killed” O’Brien recounts how he killed a Vietnamese boy with a grenade. The only thing he could do was stare, but Kiowa tells him, “Tim, it’s a war. The guy wasn’t Heidi-he had a weapon, right? It’s a tough thing, for sure, but you got to cut out that staring (120).” In movies and novels, killing someone is often seen as glamorous and cut throat, but based on Tim’s reaction it is a surreal experience that can never be truly understood until you are the one killing. The emotional effects of war linger on long after the war is over, and becomes a handicap for some soldiers. Men like Lt. Jimmy Cross were expected to be heroes and leaders, but grief and loneliness took over at times causing minds to wander to better places. The Vietnam War also brought fear to O’Brien who was twenty yards away from escaping to Canada because he was unsure if he could handle all of the pressure that war brought. Physical burdens can be seen, but emotional burdens can be hidden deep inside, but they can also cause the most pain.
Just as the physical and emotional burdens ran through the story, so did the loss of innocence. In the last chapter of the novel “The Lives of the Dead” O’Brien recounts the story of his first love Linda. The two were nine-years-old, but Tim knew that he was in love. Linda was diagnosed with a brain tumor, but he thought she would be okay because she was so young, and she was his. However, she did in the fall, and when Tim went to the funeral with his father he did not think the girl was Linda and that someone was playing a cruel joke on him because the girl in the casket was not the girl he had fallen in love with. In Vietnam Tim, “Climbed a tree and threw down what was left of Curt Lemon. Watched [his] friend Kiowa sink into the muck along the Song Tra Bong. And in early July [he] was assigned to a six-man detail to police up the enemy KIA. There were twenty-seven bodies altogether, and parts of several others. The dead were everywhere. Some play in piles. Some lay alone. (229)”It is in Vietnam that Tim experiences the true atrocities of war, and it is here that his youthful innocence is lost. The beginning of this chapter plays upon his innocence as a child who cannot accept death, while the end of this chapter portrays Tim’s loss of innocence as a result of war. Everyone hears stories of war, but those who actually fight and live through war are changed forever. They leave as innocent children, but return as adults hardened and tarnished by death and guilt. In the closing line of his novel O’Brien writes, “I realize it is Tim trying to save Timmy’s life with a story (233).” The war has caused Tim to lose his innocence, but by writing and sharing his story he tries to regain what has been lost while remembering those who made an impact on his life.
Although loss of innocence is a reoccurring idea in this novel, the meaning of truth is explored. O’Brien writes, “In any war story, but especially a true one, it’s difficult to separate what happened from what seemed to happen…When a booby trap explodes, you close your eyes and duck and float outside yourself. (67-68)” In war, stories can never be taken as exact truth because there are so many things we wish to forget and pretend never happened. Every person will have a different story based on where they were when the bomb went off or where they were positioned when a fellow soldier was shot. Therefore, it becomes a matter of personal account instead of fact. Like most things in life, a recounting does not do justice to the actual event. Living in the moment is the truth, but that truth is often too hard to be portrayed justifiably.
The Things They Carried depicts the burdens of O’Brien, his loss of childhood innocence, and his struggle between truth and reality. He regards this novel as a work of fiction because like all good war stories it is what “seemed” to be true to him. Hollywood glorifies war, but in real life war is never what people expect it to be. Many people do not truly understand and see war it until they are put in a position where they have to.
The Things They Carried depicts the burdens of O’Brien, his loss of childhood innocence, and his struggle between truth and reality. He regards this novel as a work of fiction because like all good war stories it is what “seemed” to be true to him. Hollywood glorifies war, but in real life war is never what people expect it to be. Many people do not truly understand and see war it until they are put in a position where they have to.